@ 3:16 PM<3
Please smile like you never before.

Hahah, all pretty right? Okay(:
There are 2 males, 1 female and 5 trans.
Can you figure out which is which? :D Have fun, going to malaysia tmr, back from macau last night only >.> take care~
@ 10:31 PM<3
Please smile like you never before.
As soft windssweep away the days,
I look back on life through this very haze.
Remember playgrounds, parks and friends,
In childlike gaze that never seem to end.
The laughter in a game of catch,
Should memories ever attach...
To innoncence in youthful eyes,
Catching the ball to my Dad's suprise.
I recall my first bike, first wreck,
Who picked me up and said.. "What the heck?"
Convinced me to give it just one more try,
While, my knees were skinned, I realised I forgot to cry.
I felt joy just knowing he was there,
Making him proud was what I only cared.
There was nothing that I couldn't do,
My heart held fast that to be true.
Though teenage years were kind of rough,
I sure was neither too big nor felt tough.
You taught me the difference of wrong and right,
And never to ever start a fight.
So I had to learn the hard way to stand,
Still, with each lump, I found your hand.
You were my one and only inner strength,
And stubborn pride of yours with equal length.
But there the line of fate had unfatefully drawn,
With just one blink and everything went wrong.
I found myself facing the sun,
I couldn't accept the fact ..
that you were really gone..
Eyes blinded by a void inside,
I could not believe that you had really died.
Alas finding it to be true,
I can't help but feel so lost without you.
Please, Dad, today just hear my call,
I'm sorry for the time I dropped that ball.
My life is wrecked, my knees still skinned,
My emotions grew ruly and rather undisciplined.
I can't get up.. No matter how I tried,
Please don't fret.. Though I can't fight what I can't see,
Dad, I've only one thing to say..
I'll treasure those times.. That you were always there for me
@ 3:36 PM<3
Please smile like you never before.
Final Fantasy Crisis Core Screenshots


Below, new DMW system! Hahaha, turns into animals = =


New guy here =D

Dumb Dragon, hahahas.

Haha, Final fantasy sure is a fun game, but takes time to complete =/ Cant wait to complete and roll the slot machine xD Haha. Took this picuture during class. Haha english class, was playing psp behind. Who knows? :)

@ 9:12 PM<3
Please smile like you never before.
Haha long time never post, busy playing PSP and computer / studying =D Hmm mass - display of pictures. xD If you're in here, dont blame me for your face.

Had fun playing soccer though, playing
without goal keeper hahaha.





Woohoo, this is the night market(pasar malam) near my house. Haha, in the 4th picture, 'LUAN LUAN MAI', anyhow sell? Haha, it was beautiful though, their goods are like -_-' hahas.

"Ka-CHING, so fake"

"Look out! PERVERT, HAHAHAHA. Joking =D Was waiting for bus"

What in the world are they teaching? If you cant see the word, zoom in. Haha "The image is
smellier than the object and inverted." Perhaps they meant, "The fish is smellier than the chicken but tastier" Hahahaha. Anyway good luck for your studies, gotta study, bye xD
@ 10:12 PM<3
Please smile like you never before.
"On a scale of 1 to 100, rate your level of happiness (100 being perfect, 1 being suicidal)".What's your answer to that?Many teenagers, I believe, will probably place the scale at, 20% to 60%. (: Did I pinpoint you correctly?Minus some complaints, unhappiness, I'd rate mine a 90%.I'm pretty damn happy with my life! ;D And this is not a spur of the moment rating, it's an average taken from various times I've rated my life.I pretty much like the way I am now! 1) I am a kid! My parents support me. 2) I'm a student! That means, I get SCHOOL HOLIDAYS. - Do you get that in adult life? 3) Concession rates! Students get concession rates. 4) It's like, almost the peak of my youth. I still have the ability to do all kinds of activities! 5) I have great friends. 6) I have pretty OK grades. 7) My parents love me. 8) blah blah blah *the list goes on*I don't see what there is to be unhappy about! ;DSo, I decided to begin brainstorming about the various reasons why teens are always so emo (e.g. on their blogs) or damn unhappy with what is their one and only chance at making your young times work. These are the possible reasons:
1)
Low self-esteem.AHHH A pretty common phenomenon. I figure YOU think you are either 1) not good looking 2) not popular 3) don't have good grades 4) don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend 5) YOU SECRETLY HATE YOURSELF.Did I hit the nail on the head?And then you try and be nice, and change your own personality just to fit in and become popular. You put on a smile in front of everyone else, but secretly, you think you are a failure and you thorougly dislike yourself. Try this exercise: List down 10 things you don't like about yourself. Then, list down 10 things you LIKE about yourself. Finding the latter incredibly difficult? Secretly wished you were better looking? Secretly desire for someone's love and attention? You're very critical, but deep inside you're wondering why other people seem so successful, whereas you're not?There you go.[I forgot to mention girls and their desire to stay slim, like all those models. -.-]
2)
Obsession with a boyfriend/girlfriend.
You're growing up, and you're definitely interested in experimentation.Seems like everyone else is getting a boyfriend/girlfriend, and it seems pretty dang cool. You go all out and get one yourself.You spend so much time grieving over your crush/amor. The most stupid thing is, YOU BREAK UP, which is the major cause of all that sadness.And then you spend days doing all those "oh-i-miss-you" drama. You cry, emo, and your friends have to comfort you.The most stupid thing is, YOU GO OUT AND GET A NEW BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND.This is not the time to fall in love! (People might kill me for such conservative thoughts, but I'm saying them anyway.)You're only a teenager for God's sake! There are so many things you can do now with your life, but NOT falling in love!How many of the teen couples you know eventually grow up and get married! NIL. Of course, if you found one, you can pray really hard and hope that the same thing will happen with you and your amor.Good luck with that.Don't waste your life being obsessed with such ridiculous worries. So what if your friends all have amors?You don't need one! Haven't you survived the past 10+ years of your life without and amor? You can pretty much do the same for the next 100. ;D I believe an amor is one who will really make you happy, one that deserves your commitment, your time, your effort etc. Do you want to waste your time on some Tom/Dick/Harry or Mary/Jane/Susan that YOU AREN'T EVEN SURE YOU'R GONNA GET MARRIED WITH?Don't do things just because everyone else does it! Think for yourself![p/s some losers are gonna retort, "but cupid struck me". You always have a choice. ]
3)
Following the crowd.
Cause of low self-esteem, you try desperately to follow the current latest trends in music, fashion, etc etc. [Includes getting yourself a boyfriend/girlfriend]You admire people who listen to certain genres of music, have a great sense of style, etc, to the extent of being jealous.Then when someone doesn't have the traits you admire, but you are secretly jealous of other successful traits in their life, you start being critical.You see what the 'cool' kids are doing, and then you try and follow them. Take for example, you start shopping and buying expensive clothes, you begin SMOKING, you try alcohol, you SKIP SCHOOL, etc etc!All these are just desperate attempts to fit in, and it won't make people like you more.Even after doing all that crap, you still don't like yourself. ----------------------- Why are teenagers doing things like that!?I hate all those emo blogs, smoking teens, lovesick teens etc! Now is the time to study. Really. If you don't, you're gonna be doing odd jobs in the future.It's all so sad. It's THE time of your life. Think about it. Is this the life you're gonna be happy with when you look back 50 to 60 years down the road?Make the necessary adjustments.I'm not saying I'm not subject to all the above pressures, but I constantly make the appropriate changes.I'm really happy with my life. :D Just because one million people do something doesn't make it right. Start believing in yourself and make your own choices, not others'. Good Luck ;D
If i can do it, why not you? ;D